Very Worried...

Hi Everyone,

So many knew friends here, I have not been on so much lately so my post to many of the our knew friends might not be so clear to what I am talking about and to start over would be a novel.

Basically my husband (was husband) is addicted to crack, has been for 5 + years now. My boys were 12 and 14 at the time. Many here know of the problems I have had with the boys over the years since this has happened. Drug using pot, yelling, screaming at me, police involved. The boys are now 17 and 19. My oldest got a job in a mill, they were on shut down this week and I have been on holidays this week. I have been home all week painting, my son has spent his whole week in his room, from the bottom of my heart I know there is know drug use or alcohol happening. He did move out and went to live with his girlfriend and her family, he has been home now for 6 weeks and they really don't seem to see to much of each other....she never comes here and if he does go see her it is only for an hour or so.

I was going out with a friend the other day just to go to the dump and grab a coffee asked him if he wanted to go for the ride...no he said I am gong to get a shower. About 2 weeks ago I had him in the ER with a major headache, he has a headache everyday. He has been to the Dr. and I think the Dr. might of thought depression and put him on a med, he would not take it. Then back to the Dr he went again for the headache, so Dr sent him to a specialist and he had a head scan done, but nothing showed up. The specialist put him on a medication...I searched it and it was for depression, epilepsy and migraine headaches.

I did a bad thing, I went into his room when he was not home and check to see if he was taking he medication...not. I didn't ask him anything...but I know he has said before that he hates taking pills.

But I am very worried about him,

Rose